Tuesday, November 23, 2010
Sometimes,looking at certain people/situations, I am carnally inclined to think this way:
-if only you understood what was actually happening in such and such context in my life then,things were not that simple.
-if only you can see things from this perspective
-if only you could understand the amount of sacrifice i gave
-if only you could understand the anguish and unwillingness to be in certain positions but i had to...
-if only,if only... at the end of the day,its all in a pity party.
PITY on me and my chui-ness. But are these really the things to dwell upon? Everything is about me,me and nobody can identify with me,me,me.nobody can be in MY shoes.
When you agreed to serve,isnt everything supposed to be about Him? He understands the context,He can see things from this perspective,He can see what you truly went through. Why is there a need for public recognition of this and that if we are truly living for the audience of one?
18 so that it will not be obvious to others that you are fasting, but only to your Father, who is unseen; and your Father, who sees what is done in secret, will reward you. (Matt 6:18)
Be secured. Your Father knows so don't go around in speech,thoughts and actions as if he doesn't and you need to find people to recognise it.
junliang blogged at 8:44 AM
May your light shine...
in the darkness...